Gurbete gelin gittim anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Helallikler al\u0131nd\u0131, hicret k\u0131nas\u0131 yak\u0131ld\u0131 elime. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ok g\u00fczel insanlar tan\u0131d\u0131m anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u00f6pr\u00fcleri kurduk, ba\u011fland\u0131k birbirimize uhuvvetle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra, \u00f6z vatan\u0131mda \u201edo\u011fal olmayan bir afet \u201c oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
F\u00fczeler, tanklar, yaral\u0131lar, yerde yatan canlar, akan kanlar; katran karas\u0131 bir gece\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131rd\u0131rd\u0131lar bizi birbirimize; askeri polise, karde\u015fi karde\u015fe\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Faili biz olduk, itibars\u0131zla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131k, \u00f6rg\u00fct olduk birden bire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ok seviyorlard\u0131 bizi, \u015fimdi niye nefret ediyorlar anne?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Niye \u201eoh \u201e\u00e7ekiyorlar Meri\u00e7\u2019te can verene? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bunca d\u0131\u015flama, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lama niye?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Niye beraat\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00f6r\u00fcyorlar zindandaki hastalara, hamilelere?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nas\u0131l s\u0131zlam\u0131yor vicdanlar; kafese t\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131lara, masum bebeklere?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bizim de ci\u011ferimiz s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc o \u201eyapay afette \u201e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu ezan, bu bayrak, bu vatan bizim de namusumuz, can\u0131m\u0131z anne!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nas\u0131l da bir anda sahipsiz, i\u015fsiz, ersiz, atas\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131lar anne. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fcnyayi bize dar ettiler, yerimizden yurdumuzdan ettiler anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Birg\u00fcn telefonla arad\u0131lar e\u015fimi, \u00e7a\u011fird\u0131lar g\u00f6\u00e7menlik idaresine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me\u011fer tuzakm\u0131\u015f anne; \u00f6z vatana g\u00f6ndermek i\u00e7in hain plana ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flar bile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Damad\u0131n gitti anne, gidi\u015f o gidi\u015fti; bir daha d\u00f6nmedi hi\u00e7bir\u015fey eskisine .<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u00fcr\u00fcklediler ordan oraya , gizlediler bizden zalimce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hapsettiler bazen tek ki\u015filik h\u00fccrelere ,bazen de kader mahk\u00fbmlar\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011fu yere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131llarca hicrette talebelerine hizmet etmi\u015f \u00f6\u011fretmenlerine ,kelep\u00e7eyi lay\u0131k g\u00f6rd\u00fcler anne. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kalem tutan ellerini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm kelep\u00e7eyle, kuca\u011f\u0131mda k\u0131z\u0131mla gurbet elde ilk mahkemede, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Merdivenden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar kelep\u00e7enin biri e\u015fime, di\u011feri polise tak\u0131l\u0131 vaziyette.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rica etti polise: \u201cKepini kelep\u00e7enin \u00fczerine koyar m\u0131s\u0131n? G\u00f6rmesin ailem \u201cdiye. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Biz utanmad\u0131k; onlar utans\u0131n, lay\u0131k m\u0131yd\u0131 bu temiz insan bu kirli muameleye? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130kinci mahkeme oldu anne, as\u0131l tiyatronun ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u201cmahkemecilik\u201d oynad\u0131klar\u0131 yerde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cSenden; \u00fclkem, kendim ve hakim ad\u0131na \u00f6z\u00fcr diliyorum\u201d diye ba\u015flad\u0131 savc\u0131 s\u00f6ze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u0131\u015farda duran \u00fc\u00e7 \u015fahs\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu ni\u00e7in beklediklerini biliyordu kendisi de!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00fcya serbest b\u0131rakt\u0131lar ama arkadan ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131na yard\u0131m ettiler i\u015fbirli\u011fiyle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir ba\u015f\u0131mayd\u0131m adliye e\u015fiklerinde, son kez g\u00f6reyim bari diye yalvard\u0131m bina i\u00e7erisinde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Arabay\u0131 bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, oradan oraya ko\u015fu\u015fturdum ama g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler haince.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapamad\u0131m, hi\u00e7 kimse bir \u015fey yapmad\u0131 anne, himayesinde oldu\u011fumuz resmi birimler bile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u015fte o zaman hukuk zaten yerlerdeydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vefa da can \u00e7eki\u015fti, karde\u015f vatan dedi\u011fim ikinci memlekette.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ertesi g\u00fcn televizyonda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, son dakika, s\u0131cak geli\u015fme, altyaz\u0131 haberleriyle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rken montunu bile giymesine f\u0131rsat vermediler, ast\u0131m ila\u00e7lar\u0131 da kald\u0131 elimde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O y\u00fczden art\u0131k ona; \u201cMontsuz K\u00fcheylan\u201d diye hitap ediyorum, ac\u0131 dolu tebess\u00fcm\u00fcmle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu nas\u0131l bir \u015fovdu anne? B\u00fcy\u00fck bir yem olduk, kurtlar sofras\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck halimizle. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bizim d\u00fcnyam\u0131z\u0131, kendilerinin ahiretlerini y\u0131kt\u0131lar, fark\u0131nda de\u011filler anne. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Damad\u0131n\u0131 merak etme; kendi gibi yi\u011fitlerle birlikte<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kuran\u2019la, kitapla, evrad ile Allah\u2019a yak\u0131nla\u015fma gayretinde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130manlar\u0131yla nurland\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131 medrese-i yusufiyede. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ranzalara s\u0131\u011famay\u0131p yerde yatt\u0131klar\u0131 mazlumlar hanesinde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Duysan ne hik\u00e2yeler var anne!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0131n\u0131rlarda \u00e7ocu\u011fuyla vefat eden, da\u011flar\u0131 devirip batakl\u0131klara g\u00f6m\u00fclen,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uyanmas\u0131n diye yavrusuna uyku ilac\u0131 veren, dikenli tellere tak\u0131l\u0131p d\u00fc\u015fen\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu yang\u0131n yerinden ka\u00e7mak isteyen ne \u00e7ok kimsesizler var anne!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
R\u00fcya m\u0131 ger\u00e7ek mi ay\u0131rt edemiyorum anne. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu i\u015fkencelerin, kinin kokusu \u00e7ok \u00e7irkin, nefessiz kal\u0131yorum anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onlar ad\u0131na ben Allah\u2019tan korktum; utand\u0131m istemsizce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erke\u011finden kad\u0131n\u0131na, t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u00e7irkinlikleri yap\u0131yorlar diye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu nas\u0131l bir ak\u0131l tutulmas\u0131 anne? Bu nas\u0131l bir kalp m\u00fch\u00fcrlenmesi \u00f6yle ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu ne bitmez bir k\u0131y\u0131m ne derin bir oyun anne?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama \u015f\u00fcphen olmas\u0131n; kalmaz bu ahlar yerde\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Damad\u0131n hapse girince sevindiler; kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcrseydiler deyip u\u00e7u\u015ftu aferinler\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yetmedi: \u201cBunlar\u0131n mal\u0131 ganimet, kad\u0131nlar\u0131 cariye; \u00f6yleyse ben de bu kad\u0131na talibim\u201c dediler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onlar bu rezil fetvalar\u0131 verirken ben diri diri can verdim anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ailemle ayn\u0131 anda topra\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131na girmek, bu zehirli kalplerden kurtulmak istedim anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eimdi uzak bir yerdeyim anne, emniyetli kimsesizli\u011fimle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir odam var; Kur\u2019an\u2019\u0131m, tesbihim ve seccademle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me\u011fer bunlar en anlaml\u0131 en sade \u00e7eyizimmi\u015f anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00fcrl\u00fc t\u00fcrl\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorsunuz g\u00f6nl\u00fcme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc bestelerle, bazen suredeki bir ayetle\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen keman sesiyle bazen mahpus t\u00fcrk\u00fcleriyle\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
U\u00e7an ku\u015flara, bulutlara bak\u0131yorum anne, y\u0131ld\u0131zlara g\u00fcne\u015fe. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Abim, kayn\u0131m, e\u015fim ve di\u011fer esarettekiler yerine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Damlalar ak\u0131yor yana\u011f\u0131mdan, bo\u011faz\u0131mda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131vazlayan g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 silen yarenim yok anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Benim de sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma y\u0131ld\u0131zlar d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc hem de bir ay i\u00e7inde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm ben de gurbet i\u00e7inde en derin gurbette.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gelin oldum, anne oldum, \u015fimdi hem anne hem de baba oldum iki kat y\u00fckle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00f6rt y\u0131l oldu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeyeli; gelemedim, dikenliydi yollar anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hep korktun; \u00f6l\u00fcrsem cenazeme gelemeyeceksin diye, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00dcz\u00fclme anne, biz baki beraberli\u011fe talibiz \u00f6telerde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 ok\u015fayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n torunun, baba deyip g\u00f6zlerime bak\u0131yor,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen uykular\u0131nda say\u0131kl\u0131yor, kap\u0131 sesine ko\u015fuyor, a\u011flama krizleri oluyor anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Polislerin babas\u0131yla olan videosunu a\u00e7t\u0131m birka\u00e7 kere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130zlettim: \u201cBak baban arkada\u015flar\u0131yla; i\u015fi var biraz, gelecek sonra\u201d diye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015f\u0131ndan b\u00fcy\u00fck y\u00fckler y\u00fcklenen torununda, y\u00fcklerinden de b\u00fcy\u00fck umutlar sakl\u0131 anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alt\u0131n neslin \u00e7ekirdekleri, Nevbahar\u2019\u0131n s\u00fcmb\u00fclleri onlar anne. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tohumunda ne \u015eehballer sakl\u0131, \u00fcmidini hi\u00e7 kaybetme! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nam-\u0131 Celil\u2019in bayraktarlar\u0131 art\u0131k onlar anne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bizler cebren da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131k d\u00f6rt bir k\u00f6\u015feye<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar bo\u015funa de\u011fil; hikmet dolu hepsi de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onlar filizlenip ye\u015ferecek; hazan mevsimi bitti\u011finde<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ald\u0131klar\u0131 e\u011fitim ve yeti\u015ftirildikleri terbiyeyle,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ift kanatl\u0131 \u00fcveyikler olacaklar, \u0131\u015f\u0131k sa\u00e7an masum \u00e7ehreleriyle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130slam\u2019\u0131n engin meltemi Bat\u0131dan esecek art\u0131k \u0131l\u0131t\u0131c\u0131 etkisiyle;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayal bile edemedi\u011fimiz en \u00fccra beldelerde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0131r\u0131k ama \u00fcmit dolu y\u00fcre\u011fimden sana son s\u00f6z\u00fcm anne: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu \u00e7ileli y\u0131llar gelece\u011fimize ve ahiretimize m\u00fcjdeler saklad\u0131ysa e\u011fer, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015fanan t\u00fcm ayr\u0131l\u0131klara, ac\u0131lara inan ki de\u011fer!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eimdi zor gelse de; ileride \u00f6zlenilecek g\u00fcnler; bu hicranli g\u00fcnler\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Azra Azer<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Gurbete gelin gittim anne. Helallikler al\u0131nd\u0131, hicret k\u0131nas\u0131 yak\u0131ld\u0131 elime. \u00c7ok g\u00fczel insanlar tan\u0131d\u0131m anne. G\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u00f6pr\u00fcleri kurduk, ba\u011fland\u0131k birbirimize uhuvvetle. Sonra, \u00f6z vatan\u0131mda \u201edo\u011fal olmayan bir afet \u201c oldu. F\u00fczeler, tanklar, yaral\u0131lar, yerde yatan canlar, akan kanlar; katran karas\u0131 bir gece\u2026 K\u0131rd\u0131rd\u0131lar bizi birbirimize; askeri polise, karde\u015fi karde\u015fe\u2026 Faili biz olduk, itibars\u0131zla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131k, \u00f6rg\u00fct olduk…
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